Distressing silence

rottenlily2005-04-23

Distressing silence in close of the dream.
I woke up from a dark, not remember the content of the dream.
A leaden tingle from all over the body
It’s 4:12 AM. My M-phone auW21SA gave warning that
“Hey my dear lady, you have a business tomorrow, because tomorrow is weekday, not a weekend. I think you have to sleep now, or FIRED, HA-HA-HA!”
I know I have to sleep well!
But I am troubled with a nightmare that has chimerical content.
Am I having a accumulated stress?
It seems that things can't be better.
But I don’t know why I have such a glitch.
By the way, some people said that I have bad way of speaking.
So, I can not get a friend.
It makes me nauseous.
Yes, I know I am not a mature person.
No more unfair discharge because of depression.
I barely got a this job, don't fuck this up.
I am too young to die.
AHH, fuck off